I can't think.

I was all set to write today on my obsessions, because there seem to be a lot of them as of late. Maybe tommorrow. Today, at 1:00, I have to have an MRI of my brain to see why I'm still having major migranes/ear pain. I'm being a baby; I don't want to go. I just want to stay at my Starbucks and take some pain killers. I know I can't. I know its important to see what's going on, but it doesn't make it any easier. Its open, so I don't have to be totally drugged, which is good. I also have to have an IV which is fine. I'm not as nervous about the test as I am about what they will find. OK OK, I'm sure nothing but its still scary.

SO much more scary, is that my BFF's dad is having open heart surgery today and it just sucks. I called her to see if she could come to my test with me and she told me they were about to go into surgery. I'm so worried for her! I'm sure he will be fine; Apparently, the prognosis is really good.

Has anyone ever had an MRI of the brain? Are they looking for something they think may be there, or is it just routine with head pain? My doc won't really tell me anything yet because its just too early. I also had a chest X-ray yesterday because sometimes things in your lungs can cause ear pain. Odd. Who knew?

I have called everyone I know and no one can come with me so I'm going by myself. Its just a test and I won't be really drugged so I'm sure I'll be fine alone, I AM an adult now :) I hope you guys have a better day and I'll keep you updated. AND I'll write more postive things later. xo

PS Sorry for the bad spelling!